As I get older I get to know myself better and I ask myself if that`s necessary. Well I think so because in an older age you spend more time thinking and observing and the outcome of your thoughts are your opinion. And all those opinions you put together in your head form the real you. Getting to know the content of all those thoughts and finding them in your head requires a great deal of concentration and meditation. Being free and having time to do this is something we have when we don't work anymore, and that can be a great pleasure. I enjoy this in extreme and have a lot of joy in discovering hiddens ideas and dreams,sometimes wondering if these things can be achieved, and when yes-how? I have for example often thought that I was a little `different` and this I put down to the fact that I was born and grew up in London. This is a fact that I am proud of and often have the pleasure of telling people. This difference helps me to achieve things in my modelling profession as models with a difference are being sought after. But in my daily life I don't feel any different to others except that I am basically speaking a foreign language all the time. In that respect thoughts have to be considered a little more in advance before saying them. Today I am being interviewed, photographed and filmed, and the question is does this make any difference to me as a person? Yes it does because over the years it`s made me more confident in my person, I am now able to bring my criticism, or praise when necessary. But as far as dress presentation there`s no change because as a Londoner I was alway aware of the present modes and happily followed them. What remains in me is that I enjoy the pleasure of taking my time with new purchases, having grown up in a financially difficult time I keep my conservative methods. Which means also that I enjoy what I have and am proud of what I have and have achieved
As I get older I get to know myself better and I ask myself if that`s necessary. Well I think so because in an older age you spend more time thinking and observing and the outcome of your thoughts are your opinion. And all those opinions you put together in your head form the real you. Getting to know the content of all those thoughts and finding them in your head requires a great deal of concentration and meditation. Being free and having time to do this is something we have when we don't work anymore, and that can be a great pleasure. I enjoy this in extreme and have a lot of joy in discovering hiddens ideas and dreams,sometimes wondering if these things can be achieved, and when yes-how? I have for example often thought that I was a little `different` and this I put down to the fact that I was born and grew up in London. This is a fact that I am proud of and often have the pleasure of telling people. This difference helps me to achieve things in my modelling profession as models with a difference are being sought after. But in my daily life I don't feel any different to others except that I am basically speaking a foreign language all the time. In that respect thoughts have to be considered a little more in advance before saying them. Today I am being interviewed, photographed and filmed, and the question is does this make any difference to me as a person? Yes it does because over the years it`s made me more confident in my person, I am now able to bring my criticism, or praise when necessary. But as far as dress presentation there`s no change because as a Londoner I was alway aware of the present modes and happily followed them. What remains in me is that I enjoy the pleasure of taking my time with new purchases, having grown up in a financially difficult time I keep my conservative methods. Which means also that I enjoy what I have and am proud of what I have and have achieved
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